Giving Up

I want to give up. I do not want to make any more plans that fail or have any more dreams that cannot come true. I want to just live my life free from hope that disappoints. Is that even possible?

I may be sounding really down right now and I admit I am. I won't cause you to read any more, just know that I am shutting myself into my prayer closet so I can find the comfort of my loving God.